hmms...its sunday already?!so fast....how time files...hmms...i screwed up being runner agn...which i hate to be..coz runner sux.....lose a lot of my hard-earned money from the stupid runner position... darn...asked hui khoon to ban me from being runner but she doesn't want.....i worked from 5pm till 5am today.. soo tired...yet worried of wat they will do to me...i thinking i shuld find a job fast and quit this freaking job which i dun see any money in my bank growing at this rate.... fuck it larhs...soo pissed....guess my heart isn't into my job at all... was in lalaland i guess..haha....heck it already.. going to bathe now then bring my dog dwn for a walk....
evonnie ranted at 5:50 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
happyday became mspooner day...
wah lao...NSRS was a pass!haha....was so afraid i failed....then went out with yeo,ming,fauzi,xiumin,angie and mei yi.....went to play pool.. had a gd time chit chatting etc....met my mum and sis for dinner ...the day was going by alright...until my spoonin'sis came and flare her spoonin'PMS attitude at me...wat a mspooner......which really made me wish i had not been born or die earlier and go heaven dun have to see her spoonin'PMS bitchy slut attitude!arghs! gonna lock her out of my room today...can't be spoonin' bothered with her...want her to move out!GOD make that prayer come true and may i meet with a accident soon and die faster!AMEN!....guess i not going to do up my hair and etc.....my mum only spoonin'pamper my spoonin'bitchy slut sis..... she never keeps any promise or pact she made with me.....my efforts are futile....shall just fail my exams and let her disown me..... i feel like dying....why must i be born in this world.....i got spooner family members....people think i am lucky but i envy them more....let me die faster....why din i go and try suicide...i did once by trying to overdose myself with diff types of medicine but it din work....now feel like sliting my wrists till they bleed and flood they whole house......all my mum does is pamper my sis as my sis is giving her money and is among the children that has the most money....promnises and pacts made are just er bian feng to her......i am just a piece of toy which whenever they are bored then they play with me if not they will just throw me aside and ask me to go to hell...FINE!!!I WILL GO TO HELLL! let the devils take over my life coz i so do not wanna live in this kinda messed up spoonin'family...kill me when i sleep thats the best.....!
evonnie ranted at 10:37 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
whoa!
wahh!i soo long never blog leh..ha..kinda getting tiredof blogging...lost my fone at sentosa!yikes all my contactsare gone...so peeps who knows i lost my fone pls msn me or e-mail me ur contacts....or not i wun have it...wells.....there's clubbing agn..but i am not going...going to be a guai gurl and revise as final yrs are coming......YIKES!hmms...haven't met up with joce etc besides ger lar....i look weird in braces and i am FAT!!!tell me ways to lose weight healthly..ok? thanks peeps...hmm...tmr gonna be in yishun coz its c div doubles part II...gonna be there all day lorhs....and i am already broke....whoa...c div comp sure is not helping me lose weight lorhs....i wanna aim to lose till 44 at least but kinda impossible....from young i trained then i stunted my growth and have guyish muscles!i will never look like a demure or skinny gurl....haha...impossible means impossible....
workin'all day longyet havin' fun at e same time...
heys..hmms...today worked at macs from 10 till 8.... in the morning i was doing hashbrowns and counter...hmmm....after that didhousekeeping.. during those working hours..had loads of fun and laughter with my crew, manager,runner and riders... nanjong and the riders were daring each other to do this and that..which was quite funnie..asyeo dared faiz to hit nanjong and nanjong was dare to pour coke over faiz...then even sow yoon went to grab the shirt of faiz and let nanjong pour it in....the whole macs was filled with laughter and fun...apple was very funnie kept wantin' me to takeover her..then yeo and faiz kept trying to pop the pins into the balloons that i was preparing...nanjong was like givin' them the 'stare' then they kept using sticks to hit each other..till nanjong went to get the barang and hit faiz back.... somehow uncle serat got involved....
hmms...after taking over as runner....the riders entertained me...there wasn't much orders when i took over..uncle serat and yeo were getting restless and uncle serat scared me by banging the table..haha...then he was like evon u need to relax manz...haha....then in the evening.. jasman..yusri...shaihan all punched in...they keep asking me this and that....then joked with me....yusri tried to show the bowling pose which he did it wrong at first...then i kept laughing..hmms... no orders ard seven so i was helping out the pc and learning pc stuff..quite fun and happie..eager too...then me and pc kept giving each other high fives...knocked off at eight....then shaihan told me if i ordering macdelivery tell him then he delivery to me...
i did in the end ordered macdelivery...he gave me loads of extra items.....he and yusri came together to deliver my fd...ha...quite nyce of him to get me all those stuff....then he asked me to go down and eat with him and yusri...chatted for awhile then they had to go back..as delivery time got a time limit....yusri is like so on the dot about my sis and bro's age larhs...its like shaihan culdn't guess it then yusri said the correct age for both...we joked and laughed..bid our goodbyes... hmms...shaihan was telling me lorong danau whereabts..hmms...guess i shuld go next time..haha..wanna see wat its like...wells yusri is working till 8 am lorhs...haha guess we will be seeing each other agn tmr... cozi working at 7 am....hmms...gotta sleep!buaiz..thanks shaihan for the extras!loveyaloads!
hmms.....sch has been on for a few weeks le...dead tored..homework stress...sighs..its never ending..plus exams are in october..gotta start revising already..sprained my right hand on wed during pe...sighs...went to this sinseh at tanjong pager but he made it worst...then thurs my dad brought me to clementi...now everytime in the morning i haved to apply the chinese medicine on my hand and wrap my hand till it looks like a dumpling...ha!went to yishun to meet ger ...watched a movie "just my luck"..its a romantic show....and its sooo sweet...nice show...a thumbs up from me..haha....hmms..then stayed at her house till 10 plus..took cabby home...and then its today..sch ended early..went with tau to mac's....bought sweets etc...hmms....i'm tired...lata meeting winnie they all to go k box and play pool..maybe mahjong also..haha...shall end here..buaiz...